I received a phone call on Wednesday to remind that I needed to go back in for more blood work to see where my prolactin level is at. In all honesty I had really forgotten or maybe not forgotten but hadn't thought about it for awhile and when I got off the phone with the nurse all the emotions came flooding back. Soon we would have one more answer which I am glad to know but at the same time terrified. I know that this is something that we have to figure out but its scary to think I could possibly have a tumor. I pray that this is not the case and that we can just continue to treat the PCOS with upping the dosage of the Metformin and get started on the clomid. So I had to go in yesterday Friday May 16 and have some more blood drawn and now we just play the waiting game to hear what the results are. I had my dad give me a blessing and I have never had so much peace as I do with this whole situation. I am so grateful for the power of the priesthood and for my testimony. I know my Savior Jesus Christ has heard and answered my prayers this last month. And I know that whatever the results of the test are that I am strong and that I will make it through all of this. And hopefully we will have a beautiful child of God in our arms soon.
So I stayed the night in Twin Falls with Tara because today we celebrated our 30th Birthday. I cant believe that I am 30 I don't feel like I am thirty and I honestly don't feel like I should be thirty, but I am and I am actually kind of excited about it now (now being the key word).. I had a moment a couple of weeks ago where I almost had a melt down because I wasn't sure if I was ready to be thirty or not. But I am excited. Today was an amazing day. Tara decided that she would go through the temple today and take out her endowments. It was such a spiritual day to be able to be in the temple with Tara. I love going to the temple it makes the rest of the worldly problems disappear for a couple hours. I felt so much peace while I was there. And I know that everything that I am going through will be ok and that it will all work out.
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