Once again it has been forever since I last blogged. We have been really busy this fall. I can't believe it is the middle of November we head to Vegas in 2 1/2 weeks. I am so excited to get away. The last two weeks has been a really trying time for me. I finished my last round of Clomid in October and unfortunately we were still unable to conceive. The same day that I found out I was not pregnant Todd was headed home from work and hit a cow. It totaled the car, luckily he was ok. I am so grateful for my Heavenly Father and that he kept Todd safe that night. I am so grateful for the power of prayer.
As far as trying to start a family our next step is a fertility clinic. I have researched several down in Utah but I still feel like I am walking into a black hole blind folded. I have so many questions and I don't even know where to begin. I am so worried about the finical part of it. I never thought in a million years that I would have to worry if I was going to be a mom and now that is all I think about and I spend sleepless nights wondering about what the future holds for Todd and I, if we will ever get the opportunity to be parents. And how much money do we put into s fertility clinic before we consider other options; and if those other options are maybe adoption where do we even start with that? Thats a whole other ball game. I just feel so lost right now I just wish I could get some answers,
On October 16 Todd and I celebrated our 5 year anniversary. I can't believe we have been married for five years, it has gone by so fast. We went to Idaho falls for a couple days, we got a room at the black swan inn. It was a nice little getaway. Breakfast was wonderful. We stayed in the Rome room.