Here's to our new Beginning.. (vent post)

I need to write because my heart is so full right now. Todd left about half an hour ago to head down to Elko for his new job.. I am so excited for this new change and the things that are in store for us but I am very heart broken right now. I knew it was going to be hard to let him go but its killing me right now. I am sounding like such a baby right now because he will be back on Thursday but not having him here every night is going to be so HARD and this isn't just a short term thing this is how it is going to be for a few years. I feel so alone here in Twin I can not wait to get moved to Malta where I will have friends and Family. I am so thankful that I have little Abbey to give me some company.. She has not left Todd's side today everywhere he would go she would be right there with him its amazing how animals can sense something is going on. I hope my Father in Heaven is ready to carry me through this hard time for awhile cause I am pretty sure I am going to need him to make it through these first couple months. I love my husband so much and am so grateful for all he does for me and for the things he is willing to do to provide for our family and for our future... Todd you are my world and I love you so much.. I know that we are going to become even stronger through all this, and that we will be OK:) I love you babe...